----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It's not the cold making my legs shake. If you have ever seen how giant my eyes are, you'd know I produce a helluva tear. The entire meal I kept fretting that someone was going to inquire about my company-less meal. I was terrified of not only eating alone, but eating alone AND crying in a public venue. ALONE. I tried to read. Instead I thought of you every second. And watched the waitress mop up a spilled soda. I thought you'd understand my predicament and provide some insight to my current mental state. I thought you'd be helpful in making a soundtrack for the situation. I thought you'd at least say you wanted to join me even as physically impossible that may be. Tell me I'm only dreaming. 8:50 p.m. - 2013-01-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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