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Promises

I'm sitting in my living room with all the lights off.
With a blanket wrapped around my body, hooding my head, my only exposed skin is my hands.
It's dark outside.
The glow from my Christmas lights look like a million little stars illuminating my windows..
Their glow a perfect halo around my house.
It's fucking beautiful.
And makes me feel desperate.

I don't know why, but the light was hurting my head and I thought if I turned it off, it would all feel less heavy.

Wrong. Wrong. Wrong.

5:15 p.m. - 2012-12-08

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