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Come home already.

I need to calm down.

I just took the hottest bath to help me breathe. Maybe to help me take my mind off it. To help me forget.
And all it fucking did was flood me with memories. And made me sweat.

And when I was washing myself, I could feel the lingering sensations of your hands on me. Wishing it was your soapy fingers instead of mine.

I just wish I'd get some courage.
I just wish I could feel how much you miss me.
I just wish every time my phone lit up it was a message from you.

You've been far too silent.

7:50 p.m. - 2012-06-22

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