----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Snack Time I have been excited for weeks. and last night, when you said it probably wasn't going to happen, was like finding out santa wasn't real. (even though i still hold a bit of hope that there is a giant jolly old elf out there somewhere). i didn't cry when we got off the phone. instead, i took it out on my mouth in my sleep. i bit the insides of my cheeks until the bled. it is what i do when i'm anxious and stressed. but i cried today. i don't even know what else to say. 9:10 a.m. - 2011-06-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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