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Required.

Why is it so hard to focus on the things That are present?
Instead I waste think time on all the shit that I want and can't have.
Heart-wrenching shit.
Shit that causes me to lose sleep.

I'm plenty thankful. I swear I am.
I just wish I knew how to make it stop. It's relentless.

I think I see you everywhere.
I think I want to see you everywhere.

8:47 p.m. - 2010-11-29

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