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silent screams.

it will soon be a month.
which will soon turn into a year.
which will then turn into the rest of my life.

i have this picture of them sitting next to the computer. and all in one breath i laugh and i cry.

i would let it rest if i just got the chance to tell them everything and nothing in the same sentence. that i hate them and love them for giving me so much to have to live up to. and goodbye. i just want one more gross kiss and bear hug.
i'll spend the rest of my life just wanting 1 more minute.

8:10 p.m. - 2008-09-23

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