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pop

i feel like my husband is suffering serious effects from multiple deployments.
i feel like he isn't in a good state of mind.
i feel like he will never admit that he is fucked up.
i feel like i don't know how to handle this myself.
and i feel like i'm not handling it well.

my head is in my fucking hands.

one day i'm just going to disappear.

8:20 p.m. - 2008-08-25

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