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gutted.

if the phone never rings again, just know
that you're my favorite.
i'll miss every single little curl your hair makes.
and i love your existence. always.

i'm finally realizing that this isn't just some attempt to threaten me to change. he really doesn't love me anymore.
i'll have no trouble with my bags, but my heart's too heavy to pick up off the floor.
he really doesn't love me.

5:22 p.m. - 2008-08-22

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