----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- cracks in the foundation i'm so down. i found myself sitting in your closet. because it smells like you. the perfect mixture of new car smell, sweat, and deodorant. it could absolutely be the end of my existence in that small space. and i wouldn't mind. i wouldn't notice, because it's like we're sharing some time together again. it's been two days. and not that i wanted to see you cry, but it felt so good to see how bad it hurt you too. sometimes i forget that you are human, but you always remind me in the most perfect times. i miss my mom. i really miss my mom. it breaks my heart. and i miss my brother. god, i miss my little brother. i remember taking baths with him. and now he's starting high school. it's just all happening so fast. 5:14 p.m. - 2008-04-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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