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i will follow you into the dark.

i'm sorry love of mine.
i never intended on feeling this way.
i never meant to be obsessed about being far away from here.
i never wished to hate waking up.
i never thought that time would consume me whole.
i know i promised you that this would all be handled. i know i promised that i could handle this all. i know i made that promise.

i'm sorry that i'm not handling it well at all.
most of all, i'm sorry that i feel this way. i'm so fucking sorry that this is the way i feel.

i never meant for this place to change me.
i'm scared that i'm letting this place change me.

2:03 p.m. - 2008-03-24

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