----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- and then there was you. everything is falling apart. i've never been so unhappy. everything i think that you are going to love, and cherish, goes without appreciation. i bought a bottle of sleeping pills when he left, just in case. i got upset one night and dumped them out and counted each one individually. and i flirted with the thought of how many i could get down with one gulp. and what that would do. i haven't felt this uneasy since last time we dealt with your PTSD. i haven't felt this insecure since then. i haven't felt this kind of pain since then. i miss the idea of euphoria. i took two sleeping pills. 10:25 p.m. - 2007-12-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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