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my heads in a different place. maybe its caught perfectly in between.
the only thing that feels sane is my heart. i know it doesn't lie. (unlike you).

you can't explain it. its just instinct.
you just know these things.
you wish you didn't.
but you do.

i used to let these words write themselves. i'm not the same. i hold them in. let them boil.
i dont know how to purge them. i dont know how to get them out. they aren't beautiful. they are just there.
like me.
i just exist.
it's nothing special anymore. (if it ever was).

im sad.
sincerely sad.
thats what defines me now.

9:31 p.m. - 2007-07-30

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