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short breaths.

i can't believe that it's already been nearly 7 months since my grandma died. i cannot believe that i haven't spoken a word to my grandma in 7 months. or seen her. or kissed her.
maybe, all this time, i underestimated how much she really meant.

i'm feeling bad today.
not sick. just bad.
low.
and down.
sometimes i wander why i moved 500 miles away from the people that care about me.
and then i remember that i didn't do this alone.
and i came with the person that cares about me the most.

11:09 a.m. - 2007-06-29

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