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dancing with knives.

i'm irreplaceable.
competely.
totally.
i realize it, when are you?

by then i'm afraid it will be just a little too late.
sometimes i love like no one is watching.
other times i wish i didn't love at all.
but i do.
and you do.
you just don't like to act like it.
i know who i want to spend every single morning waking up to for the next million years.
i know who means forever to me.
i know why and how and and when and where and what.
but you are in love with your doubt.
and i can't help but being in love with you.

maybe its just best that you leave me alone.

5:32 p.m. - 2006-12-20

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