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whose house are you haunting?

i like to pretend.

to pretend that you aren't ever going anywhere.
to pretend that no matter what else comes along, and no matter where i end up, and no matter who i end up to be, you aren't ever going anywhere.

i like to pretend that i'm happy.
to pretend that i'm not scared.
to pretend that i'm not scared that you aren't going anywhere.

i like to pretend that you made a bed inside of here. and that every night i get to lay down next to you.
i like to pretend that we wrote the last 3 years in pencil. and even if it takes us a million erasers, we can forgive and most importantly forget.
but for now i'm just going to pretend that you will never see this. and that i never wrote any of it.

8:07 p.m. - 2006-09-12

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