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you've got to believe that you're going to do it.

i got 4 hours of sleep last night.
and i had 2 text messages from the hours of 4-8, neither was from you.

this is stupid. i'm taking a hammer to the head everytime i even direct my brain in that direction. and i've got a headache trying to avoid the obvious. so, if this is a big game, then i'm the loser. self-declared. because i miss him. so, laugh at this one, get your satisfaction at seeing this and knowing the i'm hurting. but i guess i'll get mine out of the fact that you are reading. and caring. still. i mean, i am shopping for vacation today.

8:11 a.m. - 2006-06-21

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