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i make believe.

why does leave me the fuck alone always translate into please come over at 2 in the morning and stay the night....
i figure that i am done trying to work this equation out. its just like one of those infinite numbers, no matter how far you get down the list, there are still endless possibilities to just how far it will go. aka it never fucking ends.
maybe things aren't always never or forever. but this limbo phase is draining.
life has just proven to be unfigurable. there is no definite form or shape that it takes. really, just as it passes by, it changes and i just have to accept the fact that there isn't a god damn thing i can do about it.
thats just what i can't quite fathom yet.

12:55 p.m. - 2006-06-04

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