----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- take a breath, it's done. i read an entire book yesterday. i couldn't put it down. i've never felt like this before. this is on a new level of hurt. some underground level that no one should ever know exists. i've never in my life met some one like you. who says all the things i want to hear in some twisted, bent way that only i could appreciate. exactly how i like things, opposite of how everyone else thinks. you are the only one that would know how to say them in a way that would makes sense. and i loved every little inch of you for that. i fell in love with a person who refuses to be loved. and i've talked myself into believing that it is my fault. that something i did along the road to my current state put me here, that i deserve to be treated like you never loved me at all. which is the worst possible thing to convince yourself of. but in case you didn't get my voicemail, leave me the fuck alone. 6:06 p.m. - 2006-06-02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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