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all i really want is you.

it's strange to think that he will be celebrating new years in 6 minutes. and i still have 8 hours to go. not only are we in different worlds, we are now in different years. (as if things between us weren't complicated enough).
and i will celebrate, for every second that i wasted this year. 2005 has been the worst year in my 20 of existence.

i'm trying not to think about the future, it seems so unimportant compared to my now. i'd rather think about this second than hours of my life that i haven't even lived yet.
so...the big resolution for next year. it's tbd, to be determined.
but i have big hopes for 2006. i mean, fuck, it can't get any worse than this past year.

3:54 p.m. - 2005-12-31

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