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wipe away the tears from your eyes. there shall be no more death.

sometimes i feel like static. sometimes i feel like things are breaking up. sometimes i feel like believing.
and all the other times in between, i just don't feel like feeling.

it's always felt like a privelage, to play all of those beautiful notes, to make all that beautiful, sweet, sweet music with you.
i have my best friend back.
he and i, well we make a good team.

and with all these boats sinking, with all these people drowning, we could do nothing but hold on, and pray to make it out, alive, in as few pieces as humanly possible. i, in particular, made it out whole. with no one to thank but myself, for never letting go.
so fuck boats, and fuck drowning. i'm alive.

9:00 p.m. - 2005-11-07

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