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i wish you all the happiness in the world.

21 minutes past my birthday, with no spankings. bummer, dude.

i tried to keep my fat little fingers from answering. i swear, i did. but i couldn't find it elsewhere.
i know that you mean the things that you aren't saying. i always know what you mean. i just wish i could hear them. out loud.
but it was the best birthday present ever, because i never thought you even knew when my birthday was. but this is hard.
and i'm trying to move on.
because, you aren't saying the things that you should. and i can't wait around forever to hear them.

i still have the same smile.
voice.
face.
it's my heart that hurts.

12:21 a.m. - 2005-09-07

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