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i love, i love, i am lovely

met with my soccer coach tonight. and managed to pull another $1000 out of spalding university's pocket. lot less then i expected, but she said that she can't afford to lose me as a player. so, what i make now aint half bad for a soccer player. it aint bad at all.

in other news, chris left to go back to iraq. until december 29th. bummer, dude. and of course, being the emotional train wreck that i always am, i managed to cry myself into work 3 hours late. but luckily i have amazing friends (leslie becht) who met me at dairy queen and shared a delicious treat and heard me cry and bitch and preach and moan for about an hour or longer after i got off work.
i like this life that i'm starting. im growing and learning and adjusting, and i know exactly what i need to do to make shit work. sooner or later, i dont care, im going to marry a beautiful boy, start a beautiful career, and live a life that i dream about every night.

and now...i must attend to my ferret, because he just climbed out of his cage and is running up the stairs. goodnight.

10:38 p.m. - 2005-07-06

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