----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- my headlights out. in the split second that i blink, i see it. exactly what i want to say, its spelled out for me, every confession that i could ever make. and in that split second that i blink, i pretend that you want to hear it, you crave to hear it, you can taste it because you want to hear it so bad. you could never want to hear it as bad as i want to say it. excuse me, scream it. and then i stare because im afraid to blink. i used to find it so easy to write about things in code. i cant anymore, everythings blunt, straight, and absurd. (exactly how i dont like it). tonight, a friend of mine looked at me and said, "you look at the world very differently." and i just giggled, if i could sum myself up in one sentence, i couldnt say it better than that. (this is the part where i applaud). 11:40 p.m. - 2005-05-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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