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this shit is bananas

this week has been good, a nice break from reality (aka school). but it ends here, because tomorrow, just as everyone else gets out for the year, spalding university starts back up for its final session. then, i get a month break until soccer and 2 practices a day starts up. the first two weeks are what we call "the hell period" where we do nothing but train. no soccer is really involved, and you have to wake up at 6. why did i ever agree to be a college athlete? i always thought it was a dream, but now its just a pain in my ass.
photography should be fun. its just another excuse to buy yet another camera, making my collection up to 4. although two are broken and probably will never work again, i can't seem to let go of them. so im going to buy a really nice one this time.

other than that, ive been dreaming a lot lately. mostly of you. its hard losing touch, its hard to talk because a lot of words get lost over oceans. i keep going, lonely. and at this rate, i dont want to remember yesterday, because it will never be as important as tomorrow or the next day or the day after that. because those are all days that are closer till arrival. and right now, thats all i have to be focused on.
until next time.....

5:49 p.m. - 2005-05-08

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