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walk on.

im trying so hard to make adult decisions. i have figured out my tentative schedule, which, of course, is more than likely subject to change. because i am seriously doubting any type of writing career, i have been thinking about becoming a teacher. from spalding, i can earn my bachelors in elemenatry education, become a teacher, and go back to get my masters and move up from there.
chris and i have talked seriously about moving. so far his destination is arizona, because we both absolutely hate the rain. yes, i know, that is a riduculous reason for moving. maybe we are both just ready to move on from our pasts, and our pasts haunt us in louisville. we are ready to go.
nothing rushed though. i still have to finish school, which will be approxamitely one and a half years. then, we will get married (that sounds weird. and i like it). then, if it happens, we will move.
its awesome to grow up with someone. its awesome to be able to share all of these hard, confusing, and transitional times with someone that truely cares about you. he thinks that i am beautiful, every single inch of me. and that favor is equally returned.

9:46 p.m. - 2005-04-05

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