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i cheated.

im tired of being careful.
ive come to the point, ive been that point, and im done choking back all the wrong things. because after all, i could never be more than a human. and humans all make mistakes.

and it seems like forgetting is not so easy. its just quite ironic. this whole thing is ironic. and im close to not buying it.

5:50 p.m. - 2004-11-28

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