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my stomach hurts
i have to do this on my own. i have always relied on everyone else, for everything. and no one has ever been able to do it for me. i knew i wasnt going to get what i asked for. i dont know why i had expectations. i dont know why i have hope or faith in anything anymore. i spelled it out for you, exactly what i wanted. it always falls short. i used to think i expected too much. but if im willing to give it all, i dont see why you arent either. im hurting. but this is a different kind of hurt. this is deep. and everytime i hear a car come down the street, or everytime i hear the door open, i still jump up. every single time. i dont know what to do. i need a break. this is almost over. i, am almost over.
5:45 p.m. - 2004-11-14
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