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i lost.

the conclusion to my story last night...
he called me around 12:30. i went over there around 1. he was tired, i was obviously exhausted from crying. and all he could manage to say was "i love you" over and over again. he just held my head and said im sorry. and whether it was enough or not, i dont care. im trying not to think about what happened last night. its not worth it.

today, i have to write a 10 page paper and prepare a 20 minute presentation.
and i want to do all this by 12, because i want to do nothing but shop today.
so, im going to work my ass of for and hour and 30 minutes, then im going to go shopping.
ha, im studious.

10:23 a.m. - 2004-11-14

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