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what the hell is going on?

chris just called with some news. good or bad, i dont know what the fuck to call it.
im confused. about this situation.
he doesnt want me to worry.
how the fuck dont you worry about something like that.
i dont know what the fuck i would do without him. let alone knowing that he was that far away, in so much fucking danger.
i just cant imagine what this is going to feel like when it actually happens. no matter what, im not going to be prepared.
i dont know what else to say.

3:20 p.m. - 2004-11-14

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