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i have another call..

dont ever worry....
youll be taken care of.

i wish i could make every word come true...
because as soon as everyone comes together,
i always fall apart.

we can wear jeans to work today.
im only working for 2 hours, 11-1.

sometimes i look at myself and wonder what the fuck im doing. and when i listen to the things that come out of my mouth i regret every single fucking word. but its too late. and im not good at showing that i didnt mean it. actually, i dont know how to show you that i dont know what the fuck is going on...
i am special. i am one of a kind. i know this. i dont need anyone to tell me. i just want to be who i am. i just want you to notice.

8:20 a.m. - 2004-11-06

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