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out of the darkness

i guess i just expect things to be perfect, all the time.
and by perfect, i mean the little dreams i have in my head about what i think should be happening.
but they arent going to be. this is life. i cant expect to dictate it. so its my mistake by trying to control destiny.
and one little thing always ruins it all.
more like its my mistake for being me.
and now, i hate the way it makes me feel.

10:17 a.m. - 2004-10-30

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