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i matter.

i dont know how to describe this. and part of me wishes that i would just puke something up, some kind of words that would explain how it feels. im so much more than confused. im stuck. and its going to go one way or the other...but either way, at least it will be done with.
im insecure, to an extreme. this is hard to admit. but i am. and this gets in the way of having a healthy normal life.
i'm going to go soak. my body hurts.

5:34 p.m. - 2004-10-27

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