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things seem to be changing, she's always unhappy

chris wrote this in an email a couple of months ago. im just praying that 8 months later he still feels like this:
i love you
sososososososososososos fucking much. so much. things are perfect. you
and i
are together, and thats perfect. even if its kinda rocky sometimes. you
are
perfect. i know things are going to work out because you and i are
beautiful
together and its gonna stay like that.

everytime i read that stuff, i cry. god, its just been one of those days. rainy. everything is rainy. i have to go to practice. and thats rainy too.

4:00 p.m. - 2004-10-13

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