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the perfect plan

so yesterday me, cassidy, amy, sarah, and leslie piled into my car and headed to hanover indiana to watch the guys soccer team play. and it felt good. we all made a pact that we were going to remain best friends. that we arent going to be bitches and get pissed about anything. we were always going to remain cool. i love these girls, more than life. we were close before, but its on a different level now. ive never laughed so hard in my life. it was the best time ive had in forever....then i came home and hung out with chris. he is my best friend. because no matter what goes down, or how many times we can say "fuck you" to each other, i cant get love for this boy out of my heart. i couldnt even get a second away from it. and thats beautiful.
i have the most amazing people in my life. nothing will ever come between us. and all the shit that we go through is only making us stronger as people, but most importantly all this shit is making us stronger as one whole person. i can tell that things are really going to be okay. i can tell that i love, that i am in love, and that i am loved. and thats all that i need in life.
so, let them talk, let them fight, let them say whatever the fuck they want...because im only taking steps forward.
i am happy. im really happy. and im not going to let anyone take this away.

9:53 a.m. - 2004-10-10

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