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its hard to smile when your muscles dont work

my coach called me just like 30 seconds ago and told me she didnt want me to practice today....she told me to come and watch, but no practicing. im relieved...but not practicing always makes me feel like a piece of crap. i need to be ready for this weekend though, so i guess thats more important....hmm...

im tired. and i havent done crap except school all day. i feel like i need a nap. man, something is really wrong with me. i have absolutely no energy at all. im dead.

2:14 p.m. - 2004-09-14

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