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my name is veronica lee jones

i am letting go of everything. of anything that i ever thought mattered. i have to chill out. i have way too much anxiety to be 18 years old. sure, my boyfriend has lied to me. but that doesnt make him a criminal. some how, i always find the bad in people. i always look at the things they do wrong. even when the good out weighs the bad. love is a blessing. and im not going to let my own insecurties ruin this relationship. i found some inner peace. i dont know how, but it happened. for once, i have found some one who is strong enough to hold the both of us. ive found some one who knows what he wants. and i have found some one with strong beliefs and a strong mind. some one that i have been needing to find for my whole entire life. and for once, im not stepping down a level, im not settling for less, because i finally dont have to. sure, shit isnt always going to perfect. if it was, it would get boring. but ive been letting it get out of hand. so, im not giving up, im just letting go. im going to trust. so please, dont prove me wrong about you.

im a fucking lucky person.

4:45 p.m. - 2004-08-04

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