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im going to be the front page story.

he says "look what i have to put up with everyday." about me. so i say "well, then, dont put up with it." and then he says "i want to be with you. and if thats what it takes to be with you, then i will put up with it."

or at least i think it went something like that.

yesterday wasnt exactly the best day ever. we fought, all day. and i mean, all day. but i melt every time. any time he just puts his arms around me, i fall for it, i fall right into him. and i stop crying, just like that. but man, i have so much love for this boy. so much more than love, i have respect for him. and i know, im very sure that no matter how bad things get, we can work our way through them. even if it means screaming and punching and kicking. we'll get through it. im even willing to watch tears bounce down my cheeks, just as long as when i stop crying, hes still there. we are tough. we are strong. together. and that makes me smile.

my brother has a baseball game today, at 2. so i think i will swing by there. i have a soccer game tonight i believe at 7:30. my last indoor game before training starts. ahh....i figure, i may be out of shape. and i will have to work really hard. but im willing to make my sophomore season 10 times better than my freshman one. i mean, its going to be hard to top being the "best offensive player" and make all conference again. but im definitely wanting to be the best, because veronica lee doesnt settle for being second best. i never have, and for the next 3 years, i never will. so here i go, im going to have to work extra hard to get back to where i was mentally and more importantly physically, but when im done, im going to be able to beat many bitches up. so, traning, running, soccer, bring it on.

11:53 a.m. - 2004-08-01

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