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let me watch you die

i thought you said that we were going to be beautiful together. but, where are you? because now i feel like im dying here, trying to be beautiful alone. ive found that its easier to say yes and cry then to say no and put up a fight.

today should be devoted to laying out. drinking a cold drink. and eating pizza. haha. and thats exactly how it went. and it feels breath taking.

i dont feel well. i think im going to go lay down.

2:57 p.m. - 2004-07-21

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