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cut me open so you can see that my heart is broken

what else could go wrong? i mean, my grandma is getting worse, chris wants to have a "talk" with me, im fucking getting depressed again, my sister is being a bigger bitch than ever, and i hate myself.

today cant end fast enough. i wish i was invisible so all this bad shit could go right through me. my heart hurts. and no one cares enough to try to make it feel better.

im really really sad right now.

10:03 a.m. - 2004-07-20

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