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even if things end up a bit too heavy we'll all float on.

i didnt want to fall asleep last night. i dont know what time i actually did. i know it was after 2. well, 2 was the last time i looked at the clock. i watched tv, i looked at every picture i had. i smiled, i laughed, i cried. im stupid, i know. there is just something about memories that kill me. i guess, i miss some old friends. and last night, i wondered what they were doing. i wondered if they ever thought about what i was doing. i mean, dont get me wrong, im very happy with my life now, without them, i just hope they are doing well, and i hope they hope that i am doing well too. if that makes any sense.

i always get dissapointed if i get online in the morning and i dont have any e-mail.

pick me up now, i need you so bad.

i miss you. i hope your thinking about me right now.

9:13 a.m. - 2004-07-05

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