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why do you have to be so fucking beautiful?

first night in 3 nights i will be sleeping alone. its so easy to get used to sleeping with someone there. so why cant it be any easier to remember how to sleep alone. i mean, i know this is round 3 at serious relationships, but ive always heard that third times the charm. it sure feels like it, because the way things are going, ill be in the clouds by tomorrow, if not sooner. im absolutely swept away by how great things are going. and how quickly fights turn into kisses. and how fast tears dry up. im speechless about love this time, because there are words in the dictionary with some pretty deep meanings, but even if you put all those words together to make one single long, deep, meaningful word, it wouldnt match up to what im feeling.

why do we do the darkest things when it is still light outside. i swear, sometimes i feel like im running away from the shade. the clouds are so unfair sometimes, they cover the sun.

HOWdoFIRESstart: goodnight

HOWdoFIRESstart: dream about me

xblueskiesbleedx: goodnight

xblueskiesbleedx: i always do

HOWdoFIRESstart: night

xblueskiesbleedx: bye beautiful

11:18 p.m. - 2004-05-31

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