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im talking down

im feeling a little bit better. after class, the most perfect thing happened. i was walking down the stairs and i heard leslie yelling my name. i havent seen or really talked with her in so long. so we sat on a picnic table at school, in the middle of downtown louisville, just talking. and it felt so good. i told her about everything going on right now. and she told me about everything with her, all her problems, and it looked like we both were about to cry. but i agreed with her, i cant cry anymore, im so fucking drained. and then we laughed about how dramatic we both were. and then i left because she had another class. it was just what i fucking needed, a talk with a great person in the middle of downtown with cars honking and birds singing in the background. fuck, it was good. i miss leslie, but we promised we would talk more because we both know we cant live without each other. i just hate how we got so close after nick broke up with her and william broke up with me and now, we are both busy and dont have time to be as close. its just nice to know that she still cares, and i told her that i cared as well. i hope everything works out with her, shes the best.

1:59 p.m. - 2004-05-20

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