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this is your second warning. from here on i will just explode.

i dont think anyone realizes how fucking hard it is to go through this alone. i understand whats wrong, but no one else ever would...and thats why i would much rather take on the world alone. it would be unacceptable, but nights like these bring it all back. so im going to keep pulling me down because ive heard thats it all down from here.

why is the moon falling tonight. and one by one the stars will explode. i usually hate black nights, but tonight i find comfort in all this darkness. hiding my face is easier when there is no light for a reflection. im green, and i think im going to be sick.

2:27 a.m. - 2004-05-06

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