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please fucking stick a needle in my eye.

i can only bleed so much for this until im dry or dead, ill be happy with either one. today is a new day but im still under the same sun and same clouds. im quick to forgive, but im finding it hard to forget. hopeful, riding this wave, it will take me to any place where its ok to smile. after last night, i need a fucking smile. im sorry that i am crazy, i just didnt expect that things would get this serious. im scared and unsure, not about you, but about me. cross my heart and hope to die.

10:21 a.m. - 2004-03-28

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