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im sad....and you dont even know it.

breathe, just breathe. dont speak, just dont say a word. let it pass, it always has before. just let go and let it fall. let yourself fall before you try to hold on to anything. bleed until something gives, just bleed. and bruise, let it form bruises. let it scab up before you start to pick at it again. its more fun that way. just let it form a scar, so that way you never have to look at it because you know it will always be there. i wont always be here.

7:44 p.m. - 2004-03-28

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